Prepared but not ready.

I had a talk with my Mom last night that I have been dreading for a couple of months or so.  Papa is really not doing well.  He has walking pneumonia and a hernia right now, but my Mom and Great Aunt Doris think something else is going on, possibly lung cancer...

So let's just look at a few facts.  Papa is hands down my absolute favorite family member and I have been blessed so far to have him for over 34 years of my life.  He is going to be 90 in October, and if cancer is found, let's face it, we are not putting him through chemotherapy or any kind of nonsense.  He has been progressively getting weaker, and he does not recover quickly from anything.  The inevitable it seems, is upon us.

I hope he is able to attend Andrew and Sarah's wedding June 25th.  He is supposed to walk Sarah down the aisle...

My heart is sad.

I am happy that he has met and knows little B-bo so well.  She loves her Great Papa <3